
Dear Folks,
As we go through Acts of the Apostles, we see that people are working but God is in charge.
In Acts 10 we see Peter getting a lesson, and at the same time, people get sent to him to use that lesson. We see Paul getting a lesson in chapter 9 and also calls Ananias to heal him. Acts 9 we see Saul of Tarsus being converted by Jesus, and then Ananias gets sent to take him the next step. I expect that neither St. Peter nor St. Paul expected God to intervene in their lives that way, nor the direction their lives would take after. We see this is often how God works. I expect when the virgin Mary woke up on the day of the annunciation, her mental to do list might have included things like “do laundry” and “go to market.” I expect it did not include “have a chat with an angel about the possibility of having a baby.” Imagine what was going through the minds of the guys who make a hole in Jesus’ roof (Mark 2:1-12) in order to get a paralyzed friend to be healed, then Jesus responds with “Your sins are forgiven.” Jesus had His own priorities, and it often did not match the agendas of others. The healing of the man’s paralysis seems to happen because it served Jesus’ larger purpose.
This is not about our personal longevity or connivence, but about the mission. We see James suddenly put to death (Acts 12:2) and God does not intervene, but we see Peter and Paul saved a number of times before they are put to death. John, according to ancient stories, was not killed at all, but died naturally on the prison island of Patmos. Each one served the mission in different ways.
I know in my own life, God has had a number of surprises for me. I went to Michigan Tech as a sophomore in chemical engineering, I had plans. I wanted a job that involved no human contact because I found people to be illogical and annoying. God, however, did not have the same plans. It became obvious (in retrospect) that I was not made to be a chemical engineer, but was called to the priesthood, which made no sense. I had less than zero peoples skills. I learned people skills bit by bit. I came to realize that my interest in science is not as a scientist but as a storyteller. I want to see how things make sense and fit together. I came to see science as a part of a larger story. This took me many years to see it.
Are there parts of your story that don’t make sense now? Are there parts of you story that didn’t make sense until years later? We remember that God is in charge, and we are walking by faith, not by sight (2 Corinthian 5:7). I suggest that there will be some things we won’t understand in this life, but we trust God is at work and is writing a story of which we are a small part. Some day we shall see.
Blessings,
Fr. Jim









